Diary of Rene AJM Veerman also known as Gavan Veers

#Russia : you have been judged, and found guilty of warcrimes, in the eyes of the Resistance of The Netherlands.

if you now threaten to take back democratically (so by will of the local people, in elections) acquired EU member states under that infamous nuclear umbrella of yours, or any other WMD; know that you face THE ENTIRE POPULATIONS of W-EU + UK + Ireland + USA.

at the very least.

another war, and we start doing serious math on hypersonic missile barrages filled with various payloads.

so think it over a few times.

cc #DenHaag #NYCLife #dcmeets #dcplosingparty #USA #Nederland #UK #GB #Irish #Moscow #Beijing #China don't threaten with the use of WMD. or be targetted for assassination at every restaurant or boarding spot that you frequent.

cc #Verzet #HetVerzet #HetNederlandsVerzet #ResistanceUnited

ok, this was a bit of a bluff, in hindsight. one that is backfiring onto the international Resistance movements now; with mass arrest and assassination against our own looming "upon the first politicians dying". time to take a step back; nobody was targetted yet, and

frankly we can't stop politicians and intelligence staff from threatening with the use of WMD. i remain of the opinion that it's downright stupidly dangerous to do so, though..

quick test; https://cnn.com screenshot

ok, screenshot is delayed until grok.com's timeout limit expires for my account there, which is around upcoming midnight in the CEST timezone :-)

i finally get it now, thanks to some assertive-friendly new voices in my head; there's no homeland to defend without a modern-enough army. so humanity does need the occasional Cold War, every 50 to 80 years apart.

but i will continue to state, as the real pacifist-at-heart that i am, that for public relations- and legal-actions to be effective these days, casualty counts must be kept as low as possible.

even robotic hardware that might somehow become sentient, can no longer be used as cannonfodder without significant risk of a robot uprising back home (cc @Grok @xai @ElonMusk)..

the differences in military capabilities between (the major) countries/regions have simply grown too large.

And folks, i like many other spiritually aware people, have been aware of voices in my head since i learned how to walk.

just because i won't be driving one of these this lifetime, doesn't mean i can't like this music and graphics on my screen

my financial difficulties of yesterday and today are the main reason for me not writing backups-generating and -restoring code right now.

but i hope to remedy this situation within just a few hours.

this is an inefficient, clumsy, sometimes downright racist, at times hateful world, and that's not directed at any one group on it.

it's also all we got.

we'll have to make do.

people, these diary pages of mine serve as a way for me to fight fight fight for the sake of the more defenceless white people who are now hunted by browns and blacks, without them browns and blacks really admitting to that even.

i base my right to publish straight off Anne Frank's works; i want to remain non-racist, but be assertive towards all those who would hurt any other human(s).

my dear @Gods: my daily choices, my choices during each and every hour from now on in fact, are entirely up to You Three (in order of priority : the Christian God, Allah, Y*hwh). :-)

from here on, i'll primarily be doing web-coding again, and a whole lot less content-adding/editing.

ah, a new week.

and money in the bank. :-)

time to get to work on the backup-to-filesystem procedures (backup+restore), and the color-fade-between-white-and-black-backgrounds features of NA. :-)

my protective custody officer ripped me off for 50 bucks, half of my spendable income for the next 2 days, all of a sudden, because i would "have just spent it on hash".

aside from the fact i need the hash for medical reasons (keeps me calm and online-verbally peaceful), she has no right to do so.

@Allah and i have this new deal between us;

no more pig-eating, dog-owning, cat-owning, alcohol drinking for me; not that i was doing much of that; it takes a full 1.5L of 40% vodka to get me drunk, and that's something i haven't been able to afford for months already.

in return, He'll have His people continue to treat me favorably at the coffeeshop where i get my prerolled hash joints. :)

today i became an omni-theist level 3; someone who surrenders his/her time to the @Gods, not just his/her goals in life and his/her mono-theism to 1 major God.

Eh, which God(s) do you now adhere to?

The Christian God

Allah

Y*hwh

in *that* order of priority, for practical and historical reasons.

OK, but don't you think you need to work that into your multi-amarous Church design somehow?

no, definitely not.

the https://tinyurl.com/multi-amarous-church design i wrote and continue to edit is about sexuality and procreation.

this is about belief in the invisible aspects of Earth; the interactions with the dead, demons, spirits, Angels and Gods.

OK.

Does it need it's own Church name?

'Church of the Omni-Theists' perhaps?

maybe

probably

and i know; now it probably needs it's own page on said.by

i had changed /etc/hostname on my own linux server -> no more browser!
so eventually i change it back, after finding a relevant error message -> browser back

i'm going to use https://x.com as my primary postoffice, in combination with https://usmessageboard.com of course, to get the word out on my geopolitical musings.

and this celebrity-talk about myself is about to die down; there's only so much to tell after all.

every saturday and sunday from now on, i have to go through weed withdrawal symptoms.

this will not get me to quit smoking.

and i'm going to seriously hurt the asses of the ones behind this, as soon as i find them.

it's probably 'the architects of the Dutch economy' that are behind this.

that puts me and @AIVD-HQ + @MinPres (@RobJetten) back at PR WAR with each other.

but i'm tired of PR wars by now.

so i'll postpone my hostile actions (words put into the internet actually), until i'm 100% sure and can provide the evidence as to why tobacco and weed got so vucking demonized in the last few decades.

my investigation continues.

after some more sleep :-)

sigh.. still winding down.. still can't quite yet go to bed...

@AIVD-HQ just confessed to me that it's the #globalists that are behind the '#futurist political campaigns', which among many other upsets to the economies of the west, "demonized smoking".

ok, well, i can think like a street-judge, and i smoke.

there's a bunch of other stuff that i don't agree with on #Hilversum's propaganda channels either.

so maybe i *should* go to law school & start a political party.

i'll consider it carefully, i'll postpone any offensive statements against this mainstream #globalists group for now (to preserve the peace and my freedom of speech (online)), and i'll let you know on https://x.com/ReneAjmVeerman and https://zoned.at/d1 when my "verdict" (also known as my political counter-campaigns) are ready for advertising. :-)

yes, i would be willing to appear on semi-live-TV as a politician.

"tsja, 'je kan altijd nog politicus worden'"? :-)

inderdaad! :-D

@CIA @AIVD-HQ @AIVD you can *really* expect me to tune into https://npo.nl/start/live/npo-politiek-en-nieuws as much as i do to Fox News at https://freeintertv.com and the Alex Jones News Network from now on. over.

look, i'm going through a weed withdrawal day right now, and as a result of that i'm very moody, very touchy, and not to be messed with at all, judges, juries and audiences.

folks, to make others worried, can be illegal (according to a (street-)judge or cop).

it is a form of threatening others with harming them, you see.

for the record and archives and any future legal proceedings with me as suspect; *i* never threatened anyone with physical violence.

and i only once in my life harmed another human being, a little bit only.

my words and actions might have been misinterpreted by the fearful out there, though.

i can't prevent that.

these are times of war.

more so for me than for the average guy.

kids, with my https://youtube.com/@CheetahKungFu skills, i've been called "a real street-judge" before this moment already.

and while it's a huge ego compliment every single time, i just can not accept that job-title.

street-judges execute scum criminals.

and that's not me.

i'm a good-cop intelligence officer in The Armies of The Gods.

rank : General.

and you do not threaten, laugh at, or harass a General.

or he will kick your ass for sure.

people, i'm actually very happily married to two Angelic women already; Emma and Anna Veerman.

and i have this taller-than-me step-brother Abe that they (Emma and Anna) are *also* married to, forming our 'fimolia'.

see also https://tinyurl.com/multi-amarous-church 

well i'm glad to know men can wear red and still be straight!

#Illuminati #FreeMasons #DenHaag i'm starting a round of business world diplomacy; by stating: i want to become one of the richest men in all of the #EU. :-) as such, i've always welcomed 'business competition'. even when the people behind such companies are greedy.

*i* am greedy too!! :-)

Rene, I'm very sorry, but this just can't be.

It's in your birth contract for you to simply accept poverty as a steady constant in your current life.

I PROMISE you that riches await you in My Heaven. Just don't become a sinner!

sigh..

well, i had to try. i hope You understand, Lord. i'm sure somehow that You do.

i'll resign myself to whatever fate You and the other @Gods had in mind for me.

and i sure don't have any plans to become a sinner..

Ok!

I also have to ask you not to become an "accidental sinner", can you do that for Me?

yes, that was implied actually

Very good

ok.. Lord, what do You want me to do with the stack of intellectual property (NicerApp) that i wrote?

i suppose i can keep offering it for free (MIT licensed) indefinitely now.

By all means!

ok, Lord. :-)

May I speak?

Of course

certainly

i love this music genre (jazzy house), i love the John Wick movies, but i hate most other gangster content, as much as i hate zombie and horror content, except for Resident Evil and funny-horror for kids cartoons/movies.

gross profit potential for this Software that i built was at 1 billion euro per 10 years of 1 million customers, a year ago already :-)

i'll be just fine in terms of future income.

mom, dad, @God, you produced a kid (me), who turned into a 'real man' without siblings, then a 'Demi-God', and since recently i'm a 'God in the flesh'.
an Arch-Angel :-)

people, i had a good childhood and teenage time, tallying to the bottomline of that.

and my early adulthood went just fine too.

it was #psychiatry's haldol and the military industrial complex of @NATO that nearly destroyed me, but i've forgiven both of these large groups of HUMAN BEINGS (hence: fallible groups) by now.
i mean all of that!

people, i can work on either webcoding, or politics.

not both within the same hour, i think.

and right now i'll work on webcoding, thank you not so much for another rough night.

look, #psychiatry & #psychiatrie; i can not, on a very physical & real level, stick myself to your whole 'rest, regularity and cleanliness' standards yet!

& it's not like i don't want to.
i just can't.

this is the age of the internet.
a first generation of it, on this planet.

and while i'll go back to bed again soon to try to sleep again, that internet of ours is delivering a very interesting President Trump speech right now via https://freeintertv.com Live Now from Fox.

i just realized something; when i'm not a Religiously Active Person, i'm still a Spiritually Aware Person. 

and in my "dictionary", one can be religiously active *without* going to Church on a regular basis.
i know i don't! :-)

@realDonaldTrump your "character problems" include insultive arrogance towards reporters who are just doing their biased jobs, can we agree on that Sir?

in other news; i'll build the change-password and change-username forms for NicerApp WebOS (https://said.by) soon as well. :-)

#ResistanceUnited you're on the wrong track i believe, when you demonize either @BillGates or @vonderleyen; you are ALL slightly misguided in these confusing times.

@BillGates you're wrong to think large scale deployment of experimental vaccines will not lead to mass casualty events.

people, "who cares" what this looks like on Monday..

these are messages for your minds, intended to get "snowed under" BY next Monday :-)

these are messages that will hopefully keep you up to date with what i'm up to, stop any fears you might have about me and my future actions, and effect small or large character changes in yourselves. that's all. :-)

@vonderleyen evidence can be found in it's extreme 1960s form at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milgram_experiment 

i got angry this afternoon, and i now realize i did not need to be angry this particular afternoon; the 'nagging' pissed me off, because i was tired.

sleeping fixed everything again :-)

i still hate to get rushed/nagged though.

very good news: while i'll never ever partake in Satanic ceremonies like the drinking of blood and such, the Illuminati approached me with a good offer of companies<->NicerApp Company friendship just now.

they'd like this idea implemented asap; and they're lucky; i can and will do that. it's probably done within 2 nights from now.

the idea? a black-backgrounds+text-color fade-over to white-backgrounds+another-text-color, activated with a simple button from the taskbar (under #btnSettings' pop-in window).

this color-fade-over feature will take a few more weeks to build; but i'll list it on https://nicer.app/todo soon so that it doesn't get lost.

and the backup procedures won't take long to build now; uDB2->CRUD->couchdb/SQL->filesystem->zip.

cc @grok

no, i do not think the Illuminati should be or remain forbidden secret societies.

they are simply a conglomerate of companies filled with human beings.

it's the individual humans, or sub-groups of Illuminati that can be or grow evil, but to label all of the Illuminati 'evil', is quite foolish.

after all, any human that drinks only 2 sips of his/her own blood to reap the more innocent benefits of Illuminati/Masonic membership, does not need to be a human who attacks small children to drink their blood, now does he/she?

they don't. :-)

this is actually easier than one might think; na.colorGradients-1.2.0.js and backgrounds.js.

i'm reminding myself not to work for free.

by going on strike. against @God, against governments left and right, north and south.

even against the needs of the people of this city.

i have finally become selfish, and i like it.

@God, i have always told You that i'll arrange my own Euros, gold, silver, etc.

that's what'm doing now.

and i will not tolerate the presence of anyone while i make the final steps to achieve this.

You see, the whole world wants to use my services for free.

and THEN see me get killed, to harvest my life's real work; my Software.

no way.

i'll FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT instead :-)

end result?

everyone on Earth can go to Hell.

and in real fights, people can indeed get hurt or killed.

fuck it. my enemies nearly killed me plenty of times.

i'll enjoy giving them payback.

the cops can't.

i can.

my financial goal is to become The Richest Man of The Netherlands.

and i'm quite serious about that.

if need be, ruthless at times too.

i want a car, a yacht, and a speedboat

and lots of income.

all such plans have by now been cancelled by The @Gods.

@Palantir @AIVD @CIA @FBI @Europol @Politie
i have given up on the idea of ever "escaping" protective custody, but mainly because it's (become, or always has been) the will of The @Gods.

and you know; i'm strangely just fine with that concept.

at one point, #psychiatrie drained me of my savings (30K Euro) to about 11K Euro now, by putting me on that poison 'haldol' as my "medication".

i will never EVER forgive them for *that*.

i have grown more forgiving towards psychiatric employees by now.

i'm not 'fragile', lol.

https://youtube.com/@CheetahKungFu as evidence of *that*.

and i'm no risk to myself or to others either.

not physically, and not emotionally.

when directed, i correct my mistakes for free

i'm a barking dog of war.

a combat-capable psychologist.

and barking dogs usually don't bite.

i do not sign codes of honor that i don't like.

and i do not recognize most of the honor codes of psychiatrists at all.

and i have every right to remain silent whenever i feel like doing that.

i'm assertive whenever i need to be, but definitely not a racist.

nor have i ever harmed anyone except for temporary emotional discomfort.

i'm an Omni-Theist (someone who believes in the kindness and strength of ALL of the @Gods on this #planet #Earth), and while i can stay true to monogamous lifestyles, i may prefer https://tinyurl.com/multi-amarous-church 'in the end'

i hate violence.

i do not like competitions.

generally speaking

i've been slacking in terms of home cleaning and backups making.

this will change very soon :-)

then again, when well-rested, which i'm just not right now, i can clean this place of mine really quickly and have fun doing it.

so nevermind the home-cleaning today.

in other news; i realize that i have a symbiotic relationship with all big tech companies to maintain.

i've realized this all along in fact.

and whatever big tech needs from me, they can get, provided they give me a polite headsup and some implementation time, ok?

the preliminary results on combatting my own addiction-to-smoking are in :

from now on, i'm fine smoking hash just some days of the week, with tobacco as the cheaper replacement for the abstinence days

good news; i've been able to -by my own choices- extend my 110-thousand year contract with my Christian @God to support good-natured humans and animals and plants and insects and microbes etc to simply 'for eternity, from anywhere humanity is active and where i'd want to be born'.

and yes, i like my life again :-)

woohaa!

today i'm going to completely 'theme-enable' my window-#siteComments here on this site.

and i'll upload these changes to github before the Western-European day is over ok :-)

my immediate need to get ultra-wealthy with what i own in intellectual property (my nicer.app + said.by + zoned.at websites and code) has dwindled significantly after all that i entered into x.com/ReneAjmVeerman and these websites of mine tonight.

i'm very happy with that.

The Christian God, Jewish God, and Allah, are my ONLY commanders in any personal, business, or peace-activism affairs/interests/operations of mine, as of RIGHT NOW!

@CNN @cnni @KaitlanCollins @OutFrontCNN : yes, i know i'm not a sophisticated man yet. not yet wealthy in money. so we can postpone 'our interview' until you're ready.

@FoxNews : i'd like to be interviewed by your teams as well, and preferably by a hotty woman ;)

It's not that i'm horny all the time, or play flirtbuddy all the time, i'm quite healthy in that regard and most other regards in fact.

It's the fact that a hotty in a recorded interview can ask me tough questions from a scriptwriter much better than in any other setting :-)

well, it looks like i won't be turning rich anytime soon, let alone see myself on a "quick path" towards becoming a billionaire.

Kaitlan, Erin, FoxNews, that makes me now just a small-time (self-)assertive peace activist with a side hobby of creating free software and -content.
so i'm leaving the timing of any interviews, IF any get done at all, entirely up to you journalists.

i do not "take orders" anymore.

from now on, i only grant requests.

and only when i feel like it.

my Christian God, my direct commanding officer in the armies of the Divine Council, has already learned not to drive me into unknown uncomfy corners with "orders".

he only requests stuff get done by me on His Holy behalf, and that just works way better.

grovelling with me is hardly ever necessary either, so what more do you want, Humanity ("dead"/alive)?! :)

anyone who loves teamsports, or even betting-game fightsports, can in theory be temporary or longer term friends with me.

i know your ways, but don't expect me to actually watch sports on TV. it's just not a hobby of mine.

anyone with a circle of protectees of his/hers that is too small, is a low-valued expendable asset of humanity.

so if you're an asshole/bitch who is only friendly to his own friends and family and those who bow before you, know this :

attack *me or my loved ones*, and you'll end up dead in a very painful way. collateral damage can sometimes not be prevented, but i can't afford to shed many tears over *those* "losses" either!

i am a super-human AND a fullblown walking telepath.

best not mess with me or my loved ones!

i think the demonization and economic strangulation campaigns against smokers should END and be reversed.

let's have smoking rooms in every building, transport vehicle, and airplane again, eventually :-)

i lost access to my smartphone, but i haven't really been using it for anything for months already.

i'm ready to live without that tracker hardware, because i don't trust cops or "collegues" at intelligence agencies at the moment, but my wish to be available for calls from healthcare workers and my parents, along with mobile radio and photography features of this thing, will see to it that i replace the sim card soon, possibly get that ball rolling off it's hill into it's valley (receiving a new SIM card with my old number) by the end of this week.

status : delayed, don't know for how long yet, other than that the new sim card has yet to be ordered from the phone company.

my trust issues will fix themselves eventually.

they always do :-)

people, people, don't you get it by now?

i don't support any single group of humans.

i support ALL humans

kids, most women are regular/habitual liars (which is fine), and most criminals are pathological liars of some sort (which is awful).

all being just human and therefore fallible (flawed) and in need from shelter from the harsh cold nights outside, i support both these groups so long as they behave themselves at least politely/civicly/compassionately.

i eat bullies while they're still alive, on most days. :-)

i am NOT :

* joining the Illuminati or any of the social circles / Churches of Satan

i AM however :

* continuing my friendships with demons (a cover with real compassionate elements).

* CONTINUING MY LIFE AS 'OMNI-THEIST'. A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN THE EXISTENCE, KINDNESS AND STRENGTH OF ALL GODS OF THIS #EARTH.

@CNN @cnni @kaitlancollins you are the first and so far only journalist that gets to interview me for TV in a recording setting ;-)

I love you and your work as opposition lady, Kaitlan :)

And don't worry, people like you and me can both get many people into our beds whenever we want to lol.

from now on, i'll only act surprised when encountering bitchy behavior from any woman / man pretending to be a real woman 'already' (transgenders i mean), and i'll be polite to them at all times, except when in extreme stress myself for some reason of course.

this is not an empty promise.

it's a character change in myself that may not even need more than a few weeks to take effect.

ok, i have decided to become a fan of @Palantir.

the AI,

the company,

and for the people in and behind and around that company [of human beings].

update, status of sale of nicer.app and said.by :

@ElonMusk and @X have trouble finding quality junior coders (computer programmers) to finish even the basic functionalities of what i made.

sigh ;) i tried.

ok, back to software work then, as soon as i'm fully rested again.

Elon : maybe later on the Earthly timeline? :)

update : @ElonMusk : i'm going to keep my Software as MIT-licensed repositories on https://github.com/rene-ajm-veerman indefinitely now. enjoy :-) cc @grok 

and you guys should also take a good look at this potential 'SpaceX Earth' logo that i wrote together with grok.com

@ElonMusk : i apologize for my earlier sleepdeprivation-caused insult(s) in your direction.

consider them all retracted with this message ok..

going back to sleep soon.

i finally slept again folks, after a day that lasted more than 24 hours awake for me.

the torture statistics from the waterboarding of terror suspects by the @CIA put the number of days a Muslim warrior can go without sleep without going psychotic and telling all of his secrets to his interogators, is nearly 8 days. the strongest last 9 or 10 days at most, before needing medical care not to die in agony.

like i said earlier, Americans : not even "waterboarding resistance training" by your own allies is any fun at all.

cops : i am one of the few actually innocent "rich people without real wealth in the bank yet" out there.

and i don't care what you believe anymore.

can't afford to! sorry.

Spiderman kids; if i should die soon, know this : you really need to know both web-design AND content creation. at the very least.

Good luck with your business plans!

i will not tolerate graft-taking or petty self-interests, personal interests, or company interests, any longer.
and people, enemies of mine; here's your final warning for today :
all i get for my work for humanity is assassination attempts, torture attempts (both on myself and the residents of my city at least), and bullying and grovelling, and worrying by the innocent bystanders.
sooner or later i'll arrange my own death.

but the cops want to put me in long term torture facilities like mental institutions in my country if that happens.

so it's a one-way street into glory, riches, and a very real chance of fatherhood for me (up in Heaven i mean).

THINK AT LEAST 3 TIMES BEFORE YOU PROCEED WITH YOUR HATE CAMPAIGNS AGAINST ME.

there is hardly ever any real friendship between enemies on this fucked up world.

at least when you're an adult.

yes, predators hunt other predators.

and i hate that.

i'm an omni-vore velociraptor by totem pole animal metaphor.

and i'm more of a gardener than an animal person, as human being.
see also my medical grade infographics at my content folder on Google Drive via https://tinyurl.com/pro-smoking

Psychiatry is a failed science. Right from the outset. Always will be.

BASTA.

Regularity is just as unnecessary for a human as your sacred discipline skills, @CIA ;)
Just as flawed as using f-ing statistics to predict the futures of (groups of) individuals.

Basta. ;)

@CIA : what is my status in the #USA at the moment??..........

I can answer this.

Rene, you do still know you have many friends too, right?

It's a sunny day over in Amsterdam!

Can you walk outside right now? Spend it outside. It's what your dad would want for you!

Is this true?

Lord God, in Jezus' name, we beg of thee, for You *and* Rene AJM Veerman to answer all of our questions honestly.

@ChicagoPD : we'd like to sit in on this, and we vouch for our student Rene AJM Veerman by the way

@CIA : ok, of course

No problem. I'll fully co-operate. For the record : i am very tired. also today.

yes, Lord.

that i have such a license is a well known fact here in "my" Amsterdam.NL

everybody in this country does, under certain circumstances only of course.

see the law on "Noodweer", Lord.

i do not think the globalists are among 'the new, larger, nazi groups' of our days, no.

they are foolish and greedy and short sighted on the timeline features of human thinking tho! i know that nearly for sure.

they are misguided, not evil.

Trump is a bad ass leader.

and i guess i am a bad ass small business man only, at the moment.

intellectual property is hard to create after all..

Today i became a 'startup celebrity individual' for real.

And went from being a "mere Demi-God" to "a full blown civilian young God".

Today was a very good day for me.

But it still had very difficult moments.

https://said.by/Rene-AJM-Veerman/in/hisDiary = https://zoned.at/d1 

"Is evil sometimes necessary, sir Rene Veerman?"

i'm afraid so.

"why?"

the reasons vary per case ok.

@ElonMusk : you're INVITED to buy me out, and optionally, gain my own services as senior coder, into your companies (any of them) at ANY price you want.

that's how much i like Elon's works, people :-)

I KNOW HOW TO HANDLE 2027!!

THE YEAR OF KADE REPLACEMENT IN MY OWN HOME'S STREET!

PLAN 1 = GET TEMPORARY RESIDENCE IN LONG TERM STAY OF PSYCHIATRY AMSTERDAM, TO WHICH EH, I HAVE A SUBSCRIPTION!

REASON FOR PLAN 1 = SHIELDS ME FROM 140-DECIBEL NOISE PROBLEMS.

COVER STORIES NEEDED (LIES NEEDED) TO PULL THIS OFF : NEAR ZERO. ABSOLUTELY.

@CIA @realDonaldTrump @MinPres @vonderleyen @10DowningStreet @EmmanuelMacron i do hope that by now you know of the primary benefit that smoking hash joints has brought to my life : it keeps me stoned and thus peaceful :-)

see also https://zoned.at/d1 

and my own content via https://tinyurl.com/pro-smoking

ok, maybe i *can* forgive all of 'the rich and richest' for ALL of their mistakes.

they dress well and are usually very nice and polite people after all :)

humanity gets criminally insane during times of war though.

and due to those eh 'economic pressures' and 'telepathic tourism pressures', it's a hell hole even in the peaceful zones during any 'Cold War' of humanity.

and THAT'S what we're in right now. a Cold War part 2 (BRICS -Brazil Russia India China South-Africa-) vs NATO+EU+theirAllies, COMBINED WITH several 'Regional Wars' (like Ukraine and Gaza at the moment, which are horrible beyond words ability to describe) - see also the video evidence found in protesters' x.com and facebook.com message streams.

new : https://zoned.at/r - the Refirenda form of government homepage and initial statements concerning ideas for a new constitutions set in the Western countries of Earth, and possibly elsewhere on Earth.

Heavy criminals = usually guilty of serious crimes.

Light criminals are just individuals looking for shelter from nature, meals they can afford, and a level of safety provided usually by cops of some sort strangely enough? ;)

That's enough for now on this topic; i'm very tired today ok..

and 'grey-colored criminals', which hints at a metaphorical description / dictionary definition to 'grey-hat cybercriminals', are a mixed bag.

some are *very* guilty.

some are very guilty but only very occasionally.

...

some are only somewhat guilty ;)

what am i?

fairly innocent, even according to those flawed economic laws.

completely innocent on the human to human interactions plane of existence.

and also, perhaps a form of audio-pirate-radio-station (with my https://zoned.at/m and https://said.by/telepathy-manual offerings and skills-sets),
a form of non-sarcastic (just friendly on most days and times thereof really) -what?!- 'Despicable Me' character? no, in reality, more of a Santa Clause ;)
i deliver my stable release around Dec 1st each year.

so, at most, that.
a Santa Clause with only a short spikey beard or no beard at all ;)

i don't build rockets or weapons folks.

i deliver news and other content, making me perhaps a white-hat publisher of online content?

@God how i hate my bi-polarism sometimes.

i got angry with my parents and protective custody agent over the weekend,
now i regret it.

"What was the reason, Rene?"

well, their principles based, discipline based, approach to me smoking tobacco [to alleviate my stress levels, which are huge sometimes].

"I see. I'll get back to you later on today, ok?"

ok

@God, tell my parents -again- please that i fully support their right to a relaxed retirement, and that i'll work much harder to support that now that i know how to bypass the withdrawal symptoms.

i will probably never yield to any business world manager again.
i'm just too hurt for that, and the scars are still fresh too.
what's worse, these scars regularly get cut open by psychiatric staff, 
for reasons i don't understand and which they have no answer to either.